Tuesday morning
I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world

Walking on air
Lovina lestari here!
i live, love, sing, eat, breathe. and always a child in awe of you.
Psalm 27:13-14
13 I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. 14 Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

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Posted on: Thursday, May 29, 2008
Posted at: 10:28 PM













OMO OMO OMO!!!
i can post photos andddd i can add COLOURS and different sizes!
:DD
lol. don't ask me why but i just had this revelation! heheee..
my blog gonna have more colours and photos now!
for nowww.. the photo above; that's my current CareGroup! pei xin call us cheapo because the popcorn and candy floss we are holding are free one. hehe.














the last time we ever gonna wear school uniform! it sure reminds me everything about eating durians to the sharing about end times!
& our FAREWELL #1 at Esplanade rooftop! still remember we ordered Mac'd there! whooo~














FAREWELL #2! okay, there's more to this photos! hahas (;














on my Bday! (or shall i call the sabo day) i will surely remember the trap that ya all got me in to. kekekee.. >.<





*JOY

Posted on:
Posted at: 11:45 AM
May 25, Sunday
hahah i know this is late, but on this day. Had my first teaching-shepherding with Pei Xin! mag too (: hahas. shepherd, i want to eat more grass okayyyy :D

Headed to Joseph's house for ex-EngIt4 Farewell #2!!!
yayyy! a very nice day spent with all of them! look at Priscilla's or Daphne's Blog bah.. the photos are there! and seriously, those are superrr random photos! i think taking photos bond people together too. HAHAHA!:D

learnt the oohm-ohm-chuckie game! so fun and cute.. (;
Had steamboat; whooo.. prepared by Joseph's Mum and all *claps!*
eat and eat and eat. hehee..

we even randomly have worship together! (:
awww.. covenanted yoo!
we leave the house by opening to 1 month old bee-hoon that has been kept in a container! the ending is yucks and smells awful~ LOL

Besides, i also love my current CG! yayyyy (:
i think every new group has freshness- may You pour down more God! expand our tent so we can contain more too! wheee (:





*every blessing you pour out, will turn back to praise!

Posted on: Saturday, May 24, 2008
Posted at: 11:56 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOUIS! :D
*sings & claps*


yeahhh finally! had MENTORING DAY today!
yeah ya all know my cca is Mentoring, which is helping primary school kids in their studies and life(?)haha! ok luhh.. today is like the last session of the term so had a Games day prepared for them!
:D
haaa.. can't express much in words, but i'll try to get the photos yeah!
there's the flour game, hula-hoopy, foody frenzie, and ultimately water bomb war game! hehehe. then farewell for seniors!
pretty sad that it's a last minute preparation and we don't have enough water bombs luh.
*thanks to all who helped out yoo! :DD

Sometimes i will dread myself to go Mentoring actually, there is not much motivation in helping the naughty kids. But i already made a commitment to stay til this long so..guess i have to hold on. just few more terms and i can step down! LOL. :X

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Sermon was on Dynamic Living!
haha i prayed for more challenges and opportunities in life!(?) not that i don't have any, of course everyone do. Just that i really really want to OPEN my eyes more to see God's power to move in my life. yeah everyone say with me "I've got the Power!~"

God will intervene in your life, in your situation, at the right, in the right way. ((:

updated on May 26, Mon (X





* :D

Posted on: Thursday, May 22, 2008
Posted at: 4:48 PM
DAVID COOK WON AMERICAN IDOL!!!
:DDD
OMO OMO OMO!

Posted on: Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Posted at: 9:48 PM
we may see what we are looking for,
we often miss what we don't expect.
(:

Posted on:
Posted at: 9:46 PM
Had 2 quizzes today- marketing and accountings!
and APEL lesson canceled because of Graduation Day.hehee..
i think time will fly and soon i will graduate. HAHA.think too far.

the weather has been soooo... warm these few days!
gosh, a breath of wind is a blessing
and air-con is the best invention ever made (:

American Idol later! i shall not be too excited, cos who knows it may not turn out to be as good as what i'm expecting! haha.

Current favourite song! been playing this repeatedly! :DD

David Cook - Always Be My Baby

Always Be My Baby (Studio) - David Cook





*my sheep shuh fen is sharing her day as i'm blogging this now. hehe.
jiayou! :D

Posted on: Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Posted at: 11:09 PM
May 17, Sat
the first ESS i ever had in tertiary! IMPOSTOR! hehe, Shepherd was the Director sia.. (:

After that Sat, i decided to start afresh again!whooo..

oh how many times have i broken your heart?
but still you forgive if only i ask
oh how many times have you heard me prayed?
draw near to me

(:
fav song of all time.
You never fails to pick me up again.
and i never wanna keep Your Love to myself,
share it with the world!
(:


just came across this verse!

9 Two are better than one,
because they have a good return for their work:
10 If one falls down,
his friend can help him up.
But pity the man who falls
and has no one to help him up!

-Ecclesiastes 4:9-10






*American idol! <3

Posted on: Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Posted at: 9:57 PM
nothing in this world can satisfy me
Jesus you alone can fill me up
i could gain the world and all it's treasures
but all those things will never be enough

it is your Love, it is your goodness
it is your kindness and compassion that fills me up inside
it is your Grace, your tender mercy
it is your presence in my life that satisfies






* :D

Posted on: Monday, May 12, 2008
Posted at: 11:09 PM
tattoos. piercings. hair all spiked and gelled up. cool clothes. branded bag. said "yo, what's going on?".

first time i get an up close conversation with such person today.
they're nice, friendly and cool! honestly, i was pretty nervous! HAHAH. what would they think about me? -.- enough of that. we just chatted for a while..
realised they're not that scary anyway.. they are human just like us; with similar needs and wants.
everybody needs Jesus! (:

i wanna get the message across; but how!!? -.-
guess all i can is only to trust you and give my all.





*be all things to all men

Posted on: Sunday, May 11, 2008
Posted at: 11:44 PM
yeaaaa... i went to Mandarin Service with my Mum today! :D
it was at Cineleisure Orchard, can't believe it.. the ahma and ahgong are all so cool.HAHAHA.
yes, it was a special Mother's Day service!
began with some games and then testimonies on how thankful they are to their Mothers (: it really touched me alot!
was just moved to watery-eyes almost during the testimonies and worship!
think for my Mum, God misses her presence and i felt it, it's been sooo long since she really really come to God once again; i'm just glad today she did. (:

and throughout the service; i can understand luhh.. you know as the people sang the songs, as they read the Bible verses, as they say the "amen!", as they fellowship with one another, etc.. it feel so similar like how it was like in youth and tertiary.. all because we love the same God and we read the same Bible and we have the same Spirit!

Happy Mother's Day to all Mummy and spiritual Mothers!haha (:
as i think of my Mum (of course other Mums did too) on all of their sacrifices and love they shower from the beginning of our first breath! remember how your Mum gave you the best piece of the fish meat? haha.PS Jeff reminds me of that. remember when she cooks porridge for you and bring you to the doctor when you're sick? remember how much she nags at you, when you think it's a nuisance but it's an act of concern? remember how she go the market and cooks for every meal?
heheee.. there's too many to mention i guess.

i'm just thankful to be Mummy's child (:
all the more as i receive this love.. the true true love comes from God!





*you are never too young to know God
you are never too old to know God's love either! (:

Posted on: Saturday, May 10, 2008
Posted at: 11:58 PM
whooo.. omo omo omo! it's been a long and pretty tiring week i felt. especially on wed onwards. had very little sleeeep. hoo.. my body still can't take it bah. But i'm pretty much refreshed now after bathing. (:


7 May, Wednesday
psychology's getting interesting.. except the need to do weekly quizzes. -.-
went to Swensens' with shuh fen to eat ice-cream! really nice, but i think ice cream is good to be shared.and the room is soooo cold! *brrr..*
First ever CG in EngIT 4 too! :D yayy..nice short and sweet time together! (not so short luh)hehe.

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Today is Mother's Day service! :DD
praise Him! yay! My Mum came for service again (: it's her third time & i felt she is much more connected now (i hope) because she agreed to go to Mandarin service tmr! hehehe. i pray pray hard that Spirit will move in her hearts once again; and if it's Your will, let her be planted in this church pleaseee (: thank you God! hehee..

Really touched on how PS Jeff shared the message today, on honouring our parents!
what strucked me was that the most treasured gift that you can give to your parents is YOU. yes, you yourself and you. your TIME.
personally, sometimes i feel guilty in spending more time outside than at home; felt that i just take home as a place where u need to bathe and sleep. At the same time, this can't be helped due to the many things that we have to accomplish outside. Hmm..thus sometimes i see the need in staying at home. so much to say, i hope my Mum would be able to find more friends here! (:

talking about Mother's Day.. what have you got to offer for you Mum and Dad? :D
just as my Birthday wish, all i want is for them to know Christ and His love (:

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alrighty, that's all for now. Our District will be having Sport's Tournament tmr! :D really jiayou all! hehehe.




*sanctuary//

Posted on: Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Posted at: 10:16 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNY SUWANDOYO!!
:DDD

my bestie ever since secondary 1 in chaichee!! hehehhh.. got a long history behind us, we share alot. haha but i found out today that she was actually born in Singapore! LOL.sorry! >.<
and of course, more to come in future!

Makasih banyak2 jenny untuk semuanya! kamu adalah sahabat yg terbaik dan setia.. never fails untuk membuat ku seneng dan gembira (cieeehh..) haha duh walaupun bahasa indo ku ini kacau bgt.. tp kamu tau kan hati ku, seberapa aku cherish kamu as a friend! heheh.. apa lagi yah.. moga kamu bertumbuh menjadi woman that God creat you to be.. dan juga (as what Priscilia say) find your Prince charming!! LOL. wueeee.. enjoy your special day. slalu keep in touch yah.. God bless! :D
LOVES!lemas HAHA ;D


went to have a nice lunch with her at Pizza Hut's.
hehe if only today i got no school or is an all-lectures day, i would PON! and spend more time with her. gahhh..it's okay~
but i missed Ratatouille's class! >.<




*you are the everlasting God! :D

Posted on: Monday, May 05, 2008
Posted at: 10:29 PM
My new CG now will be EngIT 4!
with shuh fen, magdalene and of course my new Shepherd-- Pei Xin! :D
hehe yayy, expecting more things to bubble up in this new CG!

i just started chewing on the book which the previous EngIT 4 bought for me for my Bday:
VISIONEERING by Andy Stanley!
yeah, so far it made me go omo, woah and saying yes! whenever i read it..
indeed whoever we are or what position you are at now, surely you will need a vision; and with that conviction to drive it on..
i want a God-given vision!!!


Allow me to type certain part of the introduction from the book (;

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But let's face it, at each milestone in your pursuit of more stuff, you feel like you did as a kid after all the presents were open on Christmas morning. Is that all there is? Chances are, the memories of your successes elicit little or no passion. They are just memories. After all, a closing is a closing. A sale is a sale. A deal is a deal.

Accumulating money or stuff is a vision of sorts. But it is the kind of vision that leaves men and women wondering. Wondering if there was more. Wondering what they could have done- should have done- with the brief stay on this little ball of dirt.

You cannot wring enough life or meaning out of secular accomplishment to satisfy your soul. The hole you are trying to fill has an eternal and spiritual dimension that only matters of eternity and spirituality can satisfy. This is why it is imperative that you discover and participate in God's multifaceted vision for your life. It is what you were made for. Your homespun visions- as challenging as they may be- fall short. They will always leave you wondering.
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i truly agree on what the author wrote that whichever paths we may go if it is not under God's vision, what is it for? If you look at those famous and successful business people or showbiz.. yes they excel and are super rich! but at the end of the day.. they(and all of us) won't bring money and fame when we pass on.
why not be part and invest in something eternal. something worth living for (:





*break my heart for what break yours

Posted on: Sunday, May 04, 2008
Posted at: 1:46 PM
lizard lizard on the wall
please leave me alone
i won't hurt you
lizard lizard on the wall
you scare me
with your sudden fall
an your flee
lizard lizard on the wall
there is a better home for you
not at my bathroom
not at my place




*haha.
dedicated to mr.lizard.
XD

Posted on: Thursday, May 01, 2008
Posted at: 2:31 AM
helllooooo!

just edited again and another new brighter skin! muahahaa..
but still with pretty small letters though! XD

just got to know the new restructure! can imagine the commotion happening at Geck's house now. awww man.. how i wish i can be there! (;





* :D

Posted on:
Posted at: 1:23 AM
27april, sat

morning we were all wearing our SECONDARY SCHOOL UNIFORM! :D
sooo shyyyy.. and priscilla says i look like i retained in secondary school for years already! boohooo >.<
~i can't post pictures now! go see priscilla's blog for the photos! hahaa, i keep wanting to laugh seeing us all in uniforms. XD
Went to Lau Pa Sat to eat lunch; which most of us only bought desserts! HAHAHA.but at least we managed to go there.. been wanting to have a meal together there (: and afternoon time = very few people!

rushed back to service! and then celebrated Nel's birthday!
~itatakimas! (i hope i spelt correctly)
*EngIT 4 gave our lollipops to Nel* :D

here comes to alot of my FIRST TIMES.
ate at muslim stall oppostite cuppage. hehe pei qing was invited to tag along. LOL, kidding! XD
we headed to Geylang to buy durians! :D and we didn't realised that it was nearing midnight already! *sshhh..
geee i was kinda afraid that we'll get caught cuz we were all wearing uniform! HAHAHA. and it was my first time being at geylang at such an hour.
LOL. my parents will sure kill me if they find out. :X

however, we just came to an impromptu decision to stay over at Chua's place.
~thank you for opening ya house. (:
Ate our durians at such a late hour.oops.

The best part! everyone agreed that it was such a divine night and timing!
we were just gathering in the room and shared about our lives, testimonies, random stuffs, rubic's cube, youtube (stoopid man :S ), jokes, convictions, end times! etc..
It just seems like everything was planned nicely by Someone up there (:

My heart was really pumping faster than usual and my mao zhan, when we just talked about end times.. we know that God wants to instill a conviction and hold on to His promises! again, it's such a privilege to be in this Great Commission! (:

so much to say, i really hope that my family will come to receive salvation very soon! i think it's an all-time prayer request for most people; yeah, my birhday wish too! i don't know how to go about it, really.. sometimes when my Dad comes from Indo, we would just talk about our recent happenings and stuffs, not much of spiritual stuffs. perhaps i'm not making extra effort? gahh.. it's hard but i hope slowly a seed will be planted in my Dad's heart especially!

wheee.. not forgetting when xue ting prayed for me on saturday, she shared:
knowledge puffs up, love builds up!
:D
haha. i hope i get it right.. XD i don't only want to know God's love just in my mind but in my heart too! shooo away all the numbness!

sunday at kallng Mac'D. food also brought us together yeahhh HAHA.

"I thank my God every time I remember you." - Philippians 1:3
Thank You God for placing these cool people in my life! yessss we have the same vision and we love the same God! :D hahaa. thank you for creating those unforgettable memories. time is short but it seems like forever already. wheee.. (:

EngIT 4
ahbe. dennis. geck ting. joseph. magdalene. newell. priscilla. shirley. shuh fen. & yours truly. hahaha. we rock! :D





*the story goes on